I feel like I have lost a part of my soul. I used to harness my empathy and what I deeply felt about my surroundings to write about my poignant stories. Now it has hidden in one of the darkest places in my mind. If I need to find that part of me, I'll have to enter it. A place that will corrode me with all my worst memories. It is like having a dementor around. Something dark and heavy looming near you. Waiting to suck out whatever happiness you have inside.
I cannot clearly express what I am feeling. But the nightmares don't make it any easy anyway.
